Done

I'm done with alcohol. Any type of drug. And people who don't give a shit about me.
So.
Fucking.
Done.
Sometimes. I wish I was cared for. But sometimes, I wish I never let people in. And most of the time, I wish for other's happiness. You know. I have a question for you. Why do I continue to wish for theses things, feel terrible, and say everything's my fault, just to make other people, who don't even give a SHIT about me, happy? Huh?
I don't get it.
Because it's really makin me feel worthless right now. And Nobody Cares. -.-
I guess I'm just Narcissistic, Selfish, Cynical, Masochistic, Attention Whore, Piece Of Shit, Danny.
So.
I guess.
I've got one fucking option.
You can all go the fuck away.
GET OUT OF MY HEAD! STAY AWAY FROM MY HEART! AND LET ME RECEED INTO MY FUCKING SHELL ALREADY!!
And you wanna know the BEST part about all of this???
It won't mean a fucking thing. It will never tell people how I really feel. YOU WANT ME TO BE UPFRONT THEN?? FINE! I'LL BE UPFRONT!
I.
WANT.
TO.
BE.
CARED.
FOR.
>.<
Okay. I'm done.
You can tell me how much of a piece shit I am and I'll apologize a million times over for this. But.. whatever makes YOU happy.

Sink Into Me

Hey! [x6]

C'mon tell me that you're better
And you rather just forget
That things have gone so far
Yeah, tell me that you're better
And you rather just forget
That things have gone too far, oh

You're all I see
Sink into me
Sharpen your teeth
Sink into me
(Sink into me)
Sink in, sink in

Well I'd like to see our roles reversed
To watch you hang on every word
I'd like to see you have your way...
I keep my grammar well rehearsed
Correct each stutter, every slur
C'mon and have your way with me...

Now tell me that you're better
And you rather just forget
Yeah things have gone so far
You tell me that you're better
And you rather just forget
Yeah, things have gone too far, hey!

Hey! [x12]

You're all I see
Sink into me
Sharpen your teeth
[ Taking Back Sunday Lyrics are found on www.songlyrics.com ]
Sink into me
(Sink into me)
Sink in, sink in

Well I'd like to see our roles reversed
To watch you hang on every word
I'd like to see you have your way...
I keep my grammar well rehearsed
Correct each stutter, every slur
C'mon and have your way with me
C'mon and have your way with me...

I'd like to be a note, the kind
You could sing but don't because you're shy
That way I live inside your throat
And hang from every word you...spoke

HEY!

Hey! [x12]

You're all I see
Sink into me
Sharpen your teeth
Sink into me
(Sink into me)
Sink in, sink in

I'd like to see you have your way
Come have your way with me
(And hang from every word you spoke)
I'd like to see you have your way
Come have your way with me
(Sink into me)

♥

Forever;

It's That Time Again
That Time Where I Find Myself Thinking Of You
You're Here Again
In My Mind So Securely, Everytime
I'm Happy Now
I Have You, In My Arms
Forever

Dreams;

I Fall Asleep Every Night Just To See Your Face
I Fall Asleep Every Night Just To Hear Your Voice
I Fall Asleep Every Night Just To Know You're There
I Fall Asleep Every Night, Wishing To Be Somewhere
Anywhere You Are I Crave
Anywhere You Need To Be
Is Everywhere I'd Love To See
As Long As You Are Next To Me

Falling;

Sometimes I Stay Up At Night Just To Think About You
To Think Of How You Smell, Sound, Look, And Act
I Think of Every Little Detail About You
The Slight Dimples Of Your Smile
The Straightness Of Your Teeth
And The Little Twang In Your Giggle
I Think About All Of It
And You Know What?
I Smile.

In The Darkness;

You Are My Light
You Are My Savior
You Are My Life
Breathe Air Into These Broken Lungs
Flow Blood Through These Empty Veins
And Darling
Please!
Use Your Duct Tape On My Heart
It Needs You

I Do;

I Do: It All For You
I Do: Love You
I Do: Need You
I Do: Want You
I Do: Wish For Your Happiness
I Do: Want To Marry You
I Do: Think About You Constantly
And I Do: Give You All Of Me.

Lost;

You Confuse Me So Much
And I Love Every Second Of It
I Want To Show You So Much
But I Can Never Give You Enough Of It
You Amaze Me In Every Way Possible
And I Can Never Stop Smiling Because Of It
I Need You In My Life Forever
And You Want To Be Here For Me
I Want You In My Life Forever
And You'll Never Let Me Leave

I'm Broken;

I'm Trying
Trying For You
Stop Pushing

In These Moments;

I Find Peace
I Find Sanctuary
I Look Towards The Skies
And I See Your Face
I Close My Eyes
And You're Everywhere
I Need You By My Side
Forever
Those Words I Will Always Continue To Scream
Because They're The Deepest Truth
I've Ever
Sang

I Trust You;

I Lay It All On The Line Here
Every Single Piece Of Me
Right Here For You
I Can't Give You More
I'm Sorry If It's Not Enough
I Can't Let This Go
You're All I Want
I'm Just Falling To Pieces In Front Of You
I'm Trembling At Your Words In An IM
I Smile At The Slightest Mention Of Your Love For Me
I Can't Help But Need You Every Second Of The Day
I Am Constantly Thinking About You
I Wish There Was More I Could Give You
Everything I Have Is Yours
Not A Single Shred Less
All Of It
You Can Take Whatever You Like
All I Want It That Smile On Your Face
Because I Love It When You Smile
I Love It When You Giggle
I Absolutely Adore It When You Yawn
I Can't Get Enough Of Your Singing
Every Single Word You Write Pulls At My Heart
All Of You Runs Through My Thoughts Every Single Second Of Every Single Day
Wanting You Is What I Feel
Loving You Is All I Do
Needing You Is Everything I Say
No Matter What
I
Give
You
All
Of
Me
Forever

Put Me Down Inside, But I Will Build Strong

It's Been One Month.
I Miss You.
We All Miss You.
And You Know It.
But I Needed To Say It.
It's Hard.
Facing Each Day.
But With Hannah.
I Can Do It.
She Loves Me.
And I Love Her.
I Let Her Inside.
Fully.
And I'm Scared.
But I Know What You'd Say.
It's A Good Thing.
And I Trust Those Words.
I Swim Through Those Memories.
Thank You.
For Everything.
I Love You Brother.
Forever.
And.
Always.

I Needed To Say

I'm. An. Asshole.

Your Life And Mine

I don't want to live anymore. I don't know what it is, but I truely just do not want to live. It seems, everytime I try to do something right, it is countered by something bad, but that something bad, is ten times worse than what it would normally be. This time it's cutting the skin deep until it reaches the bone. I know I promised I wouldn't hurt my self, I swore it. So now I have to get into an accident. I'll go driving somewhere, I'll walk in places that say not to, just because I missed the sign. I don't know what to do anymore. I love her. I'm in love with her. I know she feels the same, but I always think she's just gunna up and leave, randomly. I don't want that to happen. I'm afraid to do something on the phone that will upset her. I'm afraid to say anything because it might change her mood in one certain way that could make her upset with me for the remainder of the day, and it always happens to be the very first thing I say. I don't get it. I want to be with her forever, and she told me she wants me here forever, but if so, then why is it I keep failing her? She says I'm amazing. HOW?! She has all these theories, I just want her to spill herself to me. Tell me everything, just like I've been desperately trying to do for the past three months now. I want to give her all that I am, but babygirl, this is a two way street, I've got my lane and you've got yours. Our speed limit has been posted but I'm either ten miles behind or twenty miles ahead. I never know when to stop or where, I just want to make you happy. And I get it, I am your happiness, but you never seem happy. I ask, 'did you smile today?' 'no', '-frowns deeply-' I just want you to laugh. Smile. Be happy. Life isn't over yet babygirl, we've got forever, why waste it being sad? We can miss people, yes, we can need them, yes, but we can't be sad every day and let it haunt us for the rest of our lives. And now I'm just ranting and being a total dick, because I know things are hard for you, and it hurts because you lost someone so close. But I've lost close ones too. I just want you to know, I DON'T MIND IF YOU CRY, SLEEP, LAUGH, SMILE, YELL, SHOUT, OR EVEN BE SILENT ON THE PHONE!! Because it's still you! It's the girl of my dreams. It's the girl I've fallen so heels over head in love with that I cannot go a single moment of my day without thinking about you. Hell, I know I'm even thinking in my sleep and it's always about you, every dream. You. Every moment. You. Every sigh. You. Every breath. You. You are the center of my world, I want to give you everything, show you life, love and happiness. I want to give you so much, but I feel like I'm continously failing. It hurts. It fucking hurts like hell, and when I give you that note in that car. When we get in that crash and I don't make it through. You'll know... I've dying inside every second I'm not with you. I've been dying inside every second I know you won't smile. I've been dying inside every second you want to cry, or die. I need you to be okay. I want you to be okay, because you make ME okay. You give me strength. You give me hope. And yes, I am showing you all of my flaws. I am an extremely depressed person. I can't help it, it's how I was born, but you wanna know the best part?? I know you won't mind!! I love it. So much more than these stupid simple little words can express. You make me superman. You give me spidey-strength. Just... let me in. Please, even if it's a centimeter, let me in. You're inside of me completely babygirl. You're swimming in my veins. Etched into my mind, and seeping throughout my skin. I love it. I love you. More than I could ever express to you. Because I'm devoting my whole life to you. I love you babygirl. I love you.

4:25 A.M.

I Miss You Hannah.
I Can't Stop Thinking About You.
I Love You.
I Found An Eraser.
And A Cool Hanger.
I Can Hang Stuff On It.
Why Is There A Fat Dude On My Tissue Box??
It's Asaln??
Who The Fuck Is That??
I Dunno.
I Love You Hannah.
You Made Me Stutter.
My Tummy Growled.
WHY DID IT GROWL?!
I Didn't Eat Today.
We Have Wayyy Too Much Toilet Paper Now. 0_0
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WHAAA?!
Oh
Sorry
Uhm...
So...
Cool...
Yeah...
I Love You Hannah..
^^;;