I'm on the phone with you again. Your voice is sinking within me. It's there, I can feel it. Burning inside of me, just ripping open my skin and pouring salt everywhere. I need you, god damn it, I need you. And you don't understand what you do to me. I wish you did. I wish you could see this. Feel me. Know I'm here, and I'm hurting. God, I'm fucking hurting like hell! All those beatings are shit to me, I'm hurting worse than anyone could ever imagine and I constantly wish to be more for you. TO show you how much I love you. How much I need you. But you won't get it. You don't need to. I'm a waste of time, everyone keeps telling me the same thing, I'm worthless. Nothing. Just another fuck. Empty. Unloved. And I should go die, alone. That's how I belong, and yet you stay!! YOU FUCKING STAY! Like you don't see this! I love you. I love you so much, but I'm terrible to you. I don't give you anything. I'm never good enough, and it's all I strive for. I want you so much. I need you, more than you'll ever know. I love you, more than I can ever express. I'm sorry I'm not good enough. I'm so sorry. I wish I was, and I want to be. More than anything, I want to be good enough for you. I'll never stop loving you. You have my heart, from now and forever on. I love you Hannah.
I love you.
Now Let This Sink Into My Soul Love. I Can Only Shine This Light For So Long Love. Can I be What You Need Love? I Am Only Me Love.
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