Done

I'm done with alcohol. Any type of drug. And people who don't give a shit about me.
So.
Fucking.
Done.
Sometimes. I wish I was cared for. But sometimes, I wish I never let people in. And most of the time, I wish for other's happiness. You know. I have a question for you. Why do I continue to wish for theses things, feel terrible, and say everything's my fault, just to make other people, who don't even give a SHIT about me, happy? Huh?
I don't get it.
Because it's really makin me feel worthless right now. And Nobody Cares. -.-
I guess I'm just Narcissistic, Selfish, Cynical, Masochistic, Attention Whore, Piece Of Shit, Danny.
So.
I guess.
I've got one fucking option.
You can all go the fuck away.
GET OUT OF MY HEAD! STAY AWAY FROM MY HEART! AND LET ME RECEED INTO MY FUCKING SHELL ALREADY!!
And you wanna know the BEST part about all of this???
It won't mean a fucking thing. It will never tell people how I really feel. YOU WANT ME TO BE UPFRONT THEN?? FINE! I'LL BE UPFRONT!
I.
WANT.
TO.
BE.
CARED.
FOR.
>.<
Okay. I'm done.
You can tell me how much of a piece shit I am and I'll apologize a million times over for this. But.. whatever makes YOU happy.